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I broke my streak yesterday.
I realized it at 11.45p when I woke up (for the second time) my headache throbbing with no sign of abatement.
I feel as though I’ve been sick for the entirety of 2022. It’s probably not the case, but every few days I’m down and out and I can‘t seem to get my feet underneath me.
I don’t want to lose writing momentum. I have worked hard to get into the habit, to get into the mindset. To assure myself that I won’t lose track of my dreams and goals every time I hit a road bump. (This is hard to comprehend because when I hit a road bump – aka get sick – I am certain in the thick of it that I will never recover or feel human again).
I’m plugging away at teacher training. I’m plugging away at French. At some point I’ll turn the corner on this blog and know exactly what I’m writing about and why.
That day is not today. But I blogged. And that feels like a win. I’ll take it.
Xox, g